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Snow White…

The fatigue is often other worldly, off the spectrum of tiredness it doesn’t require doing things, in order to perpetually exist and it isn’t cured by rest. It aggravates other symptoms, and rubs off the platform for flexibility and resilience. … Continue reading

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With friends like these…

It has been oh so revealing of relationships. I’ve become aware of those that are founded in pure self interest, and those that embrace a deep and embodied mutual empathy. Unfortunately the majority seem to have been forged in the … Continue reading

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Obstreperous Soul

The verbose thoughts that rattle through my mind, verisimilitude, like a apocalypse rendered skyline How is the subconscious thought so powerful? The demons that scratch and claw at my insides, desiring to tear me down, become too tangible. The pain, the angst, it … Continue reading

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There is nothing to fear, but fear itself.

“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. and when it has gone past, I will … Continue reading

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Life, or something like it.

Life. At times it is a self-violating act. I partake not nearly as abundantly as I would like to, be it not for lack of trying. Too often it feels like I am living in a split reality; the external and … Continue reading

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Alone in the crowd…

I will never understand this mentality, the assumption that similarity in disease will automatically lead to the formation of a bond, a deep personal connection, like it is a pathological right. I have never felt that way about any of … Continue reading

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I’m Fine. But i’m not fine.

I don’t know why it has hit me so hard; it really should have come as no surprise when my test results came back with the worst outcome possible. I don’t believe I have a dark cloud following me or … Continue reading

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